Using Itouch to post, again lol. Still in hospital.. Don't like.. I cant stop thinking about... her. My heart is aching like mad now.. I.. believed you... I trusted you with my whole heart instead of her.. Yet... You dont believe me anymore.. i know after what happened you cant.. but you...

forever is bullshit....

why say forever when its not even true...

fuck...

fuck my life

fuck

When...

WHEN AM I GONA STOP SUFFERING LIKE THIS

YOU LIKE IT AH, SEEING EVERYTHING FALL APART.

I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT ANYMORE

I'M NOT EVEN MYSELF

FUCK YOU

FUCK THE HELL OUT OF YOU

I REALLY WISHED HE RAPED YOU A MILLION TIMES

FUCK

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN IM SUFFERING NOW

YOU THINK YOU KNOW

YOU DONT

ITS FUCKIGN WAY MORE WORST THEN YOU

YOUR HELL ENJOYING YOUR TIME WITH HIM INSTEAD TO FUCKING CARE

. ARGH. I HATE MY LIFE.